Denouement

Original Release: September 22, 2021

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LIGHTS OUT

someone turned the lights out

but everything glows in the dark

someone turned the lights out

but you still found hate in your heart

they wanna kill you

kill you with kindness

nothing sounds as good when you externalize it

someone turned the lights out

and i saw who it was

someone turned the lights out

a new one came from the street

someone turned the lights out

mixing blood and concreteP

pay attention

the way that they treat you

the colour of your skin dictates abuse or a curfew

someone turned the lights out

the powers as it was

its never over

there’s more where it came from

till we recognize this is what we’re all made of 

someone turned your lights out

but nobody is going to sleep

RACHEL

it was Tuesday, it was dark

and I pushed you from the cab In our favourite part

of Manhattan On the curb

you tore your dress

you don’t love me

i’m a drunk

that all the speed and peroxide were gonna catch up

someone is coming to take my Rachel away 

i play my speakers

way too loud

the apartments upstairs complain of the sounds

of my screaming and god knows Rachel’s too

it didn’t matter

who she was

shaved chest and lower legs to fit with the bunch

ill play love songs

till i get bored move along

fuck you, lou

i felt sick

i decide to get better and you threaten to quit

what scared you? that i would finally leave?

its so easy

to forget

3 years of hazy bliss ends in a fit

how quickly they came to take me away

MAKING IT

i tried my best

to make it till the end

but i kept falling asleep

the movies no good

they just sat her on the desk

why didn’t she get and leave?

the director came down

with a drink in his hand

threw his arms around his lead

he shot up in the bathroom  

with me right beside him

i saw what i never seen

oh honey

there’s no making it here

if you had it

you’ve be making it 

reviews were brutal

no chance of a sequel

a bomb on the sunday news

the star blamed the actress

the actress blamed the writer

writer wasn’t interviewed

she called me from a taxi

and asked if she could see me

only if you’re bringing drinks

we sat on the sofa

she talked of the director

political is what he thinks

oh honey

there’s no making it here

if you had it

you’ve be making it 

the star kept acting

director got a new gig

writer moved to sitcoms

lost track of the actress

i haven’t seen her since

the night her first movie bombed

BLACK HOLE

born in a vacuum

you always expected it would be you

to be the end of the family line

your heart was broken

every choice in the moment

anything to see them cry

well its just so hard

when you’re not to blame

im sure we’d say the same

its so old

in the beginning

you made the bed in which you’re living

act like someone did it to you

calling angry

drunk and screaming at me

don’t you know what i’ve been through?

family isn’t something you lose

wear your name like a noosE

its so old

STEPHEN AVE

you wanna sleep with other people

to get this right

just a break till

we don’t fight

we kissed on stephen ave

you said you loved me

and got in a cab

i don’t care if i ever see you again

i saw you

laying in the background

dying in a small town

i saw you

blanketed in white snow

breath freezing in the alcoves

LUCIE AND ANNA

lucie said to Anna

don't have to be afraid

last thing to free yourself

let go of everything you’ve made

Yeah I made my bed

working for the man

straight from the guidance counsellor

more than we expected from him

lucie said to anna

You're not better than them

making noise through the floorboard

cracks breaking through cement

if it broke our hearts

made it all for naught

ape the success of your father

make yourself the afterthought

SONG OF VENGEANCE

are you standing up

when you answer the phone

are you driving back

when you should have stayed home

wish to die in your sleep

this is a song of vengeance

does nothing make you

happy anymore

would you rather

stay in bed and be bored

someone i used to love

this is a song of vengeance

are you singing

when things go your way

are you going for drinks

as soon as youre paid

is there something there

this is a song of vengeance

when it all seems

like too much of climb

do you ever feel

like you’ve already died

feel it in my legs

this is a song of vengeance

i still remember

hiding out in my room

while i pretended

like id do it soon

i was only 12

this is a song of vengeance

waited my whole life

for my tragedy

wasted best years

planning catastrophe

now i'll take it back

this is a song of vengeance

DENOUEMENT

denouement

a climb down the spiral stairs

had a pique of interest

quit when you got scared

denouement

could it have gone so fast?

a life in endless reruns

a shift to a new broadcast

denouement

didn’t have a thing to say 

wrote all about the failures

and those ended the same

denouement

cried into your hands

the world is so forgiving

of talentless, lazy men